life woes

Well, I'm re-adjusting to work. But I am just so moody here. I know its just work-related because once I get home I feel better and in the mornings, I'm happy for the most part.
I am just debating if this is a sign that it is time to move on in my life.
I asked one of the attorneys yesterday if I was still going to have a job down the line and he gave me a weird answer like, well we all hope to. Its like uhmm okay, well we are building a new house and I sorta need some type of income and that type of answer isn't a very promising one... So I actually applied for a job yesterday at lunch. Then after lunch, he called me into his office saying well we don't anticipate employment changing, but if something does we will give you plenty of time to find another job. I like the attorneys for the most part, but the attitudes in the office from others and sometimes a bit more than I want to handle. I don't want to hate coming to work everyday, as I spend a lot of awake time here with these people!
And like my mom told me yesterday, Amy you are a people person, it makes you happy to be around a lot of other people. And that is so true, especially since I moved here. I don't get any people interaction because we don't know anyone or go out and socialize! I go to knitting, go to CCD (kindergartner interaction!) and go to work. Pretty boring. I'm not a party girl anymore, but I do need some type of social interaction and that need is just not being met.
I told myself I'd see how this week went and decide what I should do. I had an opportunity awhile ago to work as an assistant for one lawyer and I should have taken it, but I didn't.... it was a temporary 3 month thing and then full time permanent after that, and that scared me quite frankly. I guess I just need to put it in God's hands and believe that he will lead me to where I need to be. Maybe its still here where I should be, but I sorta hope not. I'm ready for a change. I always felt so guilty about leaving, but really, your employer isn't going to look out for you and tell you when there is a better opportunity out there, its your job to find it for yourself.
There are some things going on in this office that I'm really not happy about and its so laid back that I don't see those things being addressed or changing. So I guess instead of changing the situation, I have to change myself, as in... relocate?
I'm not sure, the whole idea has been running through my head a lot... guess I just needed to get it down somewhere.

-A